I have grown very well at recognizing the line separating a masochist with a sucky life from someone who just wants attention, and MoTD seems to be the latter, he used it against Xavier when he didn't get his way trying to put on a guilt trip. I'm confident that he is one of those people who just wants attention and sympathy from others, although he is undeserving. If you're going to kill yourself do it, I've had friends that threatended it and actually did, I almost died two weeks ago when I tried. You on the other hand are posting about it on forums whenever people don't agree with you, and it's pathetic.