DudeMan, you got it all wrong, I'm not sad because her and I aren't together, I'm sad because she left the community because of me. And on the lesbian note, I dated a bi-chick once. It was kinda fun. Although, it's kinda sad a few days after Mario's party (he has one like every weekend, lol) when your gf leaves you for another girl... Oh well, I'm over it, moved on to the next one, lol.
And about suicide...
Allright, here's my part about that. Suicide, teh way to end your pain ASAP. well, we never really want the pain to go away, now do we? because we become so dependent on that pain, that without it, we destroy our lives just to cause it. I used to do that cutting thing, ya know? but that gets old fast, so try substituting a soldering gun, or just an old fashioned hot piece of steel. I took a coat hanger and made words and burned them onto my arms and stuff. It looked cool for a while, and the pain lasted so long, hehehe.... Well, this is getting long, so peace out!