ya know what? DE left because of me, and I ain't goanna be teh cause of anyone else leaving. I'm sorry guys, but I'm out... I'm not exactly leaving for good, I'm just not goanna be around much anymore. everything I do seems to (Editor: Censored) something up to the extreme, so I'm just goanna stop trying to do something with my life and just let it take it's own course. I'm not going to try for anything, just let it come to me as it does, because I already have all that I need. wanting is something totally different. sure I want something, but I know that I can't have it, so oh well. I've gotten over that. bah, I don't even know what the hell I'm saying most of the time, it just seems to make cense to me...